IM ALWAYS THE GIRL YOU KNOW! LOVEs

To: E..
I understand you're hurt and im sorry. i don't really know what i want n what should i do.
and now we end up to be stranger.
To me i know we keep merry go round keep ending up we didn't get together is like fate mayb they think we don't suit each other? rmb what i send you? the PIC i combine is i wanted to tell you don't keep pushing me to him bcose everytime i chatting with him all i think is YOU .
i know i can't change anything and you're hating me now . .. mayb your life will be better now by treating me as stranger ba. .. MISSES*



MISSES THE DAY WE BEEN TGT LOVES/MISS?
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I love hiding my feeling although i love/like this is how "cancer" is .
I have to learn to stop in order to make my life to be sightly happier i think so?
What i really want is a peaceful life without stress and out with friend with no love life ..
Boyfriend? nah~ i dont really want it now . although i might down and i need someone to take care with but i will still want to remain single as you know i still have confuse feeling.
bcose i still care about you
i know i with him super duper close like couple but i really don't want to be gether . Mayb i really very self fish just think of myself i really don't want together with a guy who have ..... im sorry.
i cannot accept my life to be this.

ALTHOUGH CONFUSING FEELING! YET I KNOW WHO I REALLY CARE THE MOST!
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