HELLO! I have alot of  心事 i wanted to say out my feeling to my family and close friend but will they understand?
after those 4 years memories, experience and those promise i started to change and feel scare . even now i have been my boyfriend Zon Teo Zi Qi gonna 4 months soon i still feel fear !! IS  NOT I NOT TRUST YOU ): I'm sorry if my face always feel sad because of those fear and everything i still can't forget those past not because i don't love you or i still love him .. i know i sometimes very blur, stupid, slow and lazy give me time i will try very hard and i always think too much ! baby i scare you will leave me when ever you chat with girl even though i know is friend but i will feel scare too .
i became more scare and now abit neglect me because of game i know you're training and i must understand beacuse you gonna go competition but you wei yi accompany is when at night sleeping time .. and you started to to throw temper to me and show atitude . you make me very sad when you treat me like this ):

I HOPE OUR LOVE WILL REMAIN GOOD AND LAST LONG TILL WE BECAME HUBBY & WIFY
ILOVEYOU ZON TEO ZI QI I REALLY WISH I CAN BE YOUR WIFY AINI <3